motivated

gene · #1 (**permalink**) 03-22-2006, 02:42 AM

well i got that "lets be friends" speech from my girl. After 2 weeks of trying to talk to her and realizing things would never be how they were, i got depressed and didnt eat much, if i did it was something quick and easy. not ideal for our purposes. didnt work out either. Here we are 5 weeks later and i just got back in the gym with a clean diet. Funny how things work out like that....motivation wise to get in shape.
I dont know if its the whole being single thing and wanted to attract women, or just the desire to let aggression out.........maybe both.
anyhow i have a drive to get my best i have ever been, that i have never fealt before. I almost want to do a before and after competition, cuz i know i'll be up at the head of the pack.

simon birch · #2 (**permalink**) 03-23-2006, 07:03 AM

Bro, I'm in almost the same fuckin boat you are bro. I decided to call it quits with my girl of 2 years bout 1 week ago. It fuckin sucks bro. She was the coolest and most beautiful woman i've ever been with and it kills me(I actually love her but can't be with her). The reason I did this is because I now live in So Cal and my ex girl still lives in Louisiana and I don't wanna go back there jus yet(can't have a long distance relationship anymore)

. I have been out of the gym for a while and am gettin a little depressed which I contribute to that. This shit is makin me more motivated! I got outta the marines in early 2005 and ever since then its been injury after injury keepin me outta the gym

. This most probaly contributed to my low self esteem/depression. But now that I'm back and injury free, I'M FUCKIN MOTIVATED AND GOOD TO GO! It's been a while since i've been in the gym regulary and it feels great bro. Keep doin what ya doin bro and don't worry bout a thing! You know you can pull ass! Take care bro and holla if you need anything

NUTSOE · #3 (**permalink**) 03-28-2006, 02:25 AM

relationships are just fucking distrsctions plain & simple my dumb bitch so fucking jealous & the whole u dont respect me enough thing man fuck her i am who i am shit she acts like i said fuck you stupid fucking whore wtf i would never talk to her in such a mannor but she says i dont respect her man fuck women phone em bone em dis own em is my new saying btw simon how everything in ventura beach shit going good for ya out there

simon birch · #4 (**permalink**) 03-28-2006, 03:36 AM

NUTSOE, whats up bro. yea man everything is going real well for me right now. I'm bout to make a move a little further down south here in May. But I'm staying close to the water. I love the weather out here it's alot more comfortable than Louisiana and its all year round too. Anyway, good to see your still around bro. How you been doin? take care

BronSon · #5 (**permalink**) 04-09-2006, 02:35 PM

LET UR RIP GENE!! I love those motivational moments! Sometimes it's a girl and sometimes it's just changing things up a bit. Let us know how the training is going.

Jig