It's 2 a.m.

kevin d · #1 (**permalink**) 12-19-2002, 06:59 AM

Its 2 a.m. and ive been trying to sleep for two hours now. Im into the fourth week of a ten week cycle and my sleep is starting to get fucked up. The 800mg of test keeps my mind on either the gym or my girls ass 24/7, sometimes both (lol). This is the third week of dbol at 40mgs/day and my lower back hurts so bad by the end of the night that it doesnt matter if i fall asleep or not, if I move it wakes me back up. The BA in the test has been killing my quads on leg days, so I decided to put it in my glute this week. Two years ago I got an abcess in my right glute, well guess what. Now it is swollen up and hurts like hell. I also can't think of a legit biological reason why my body temp fluctuates so much, but Im constantly hotter than everyone else. I start fina next week for 6 weeks at 75/eod. Then I can throw being pissed off nonstop into the mix. Then it came to me. Who in their right mind would do this shit to themselves? Why do we put up with all this shit? Then I looked down at my upper torso. Oh yeah, THAT"S WHY!!

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(I know this was a fucked up post, I just needed to clear my head and writing helps me do it)

-K

Lift4life · #2 (**permalink**) 12-19-2002, 08:12 AM

Yeah, but not sleeping will hinder gains. If I were you I would try to find out what is causing these problems before I add in anything more. I mean something is not agreeing with your body and if your bodies not happy it's not going to grow. You should get that abcess checked out and also see about maybe getting on some Xanax or something to help with the anxiety/hot flashes/sleep problems. If you are already having this many problems you will really be in hell once you start the fina.

Ivan · #3 (**permalink**) 12-19-2002, 08:09 PM

Ambien would be a better plan if you are thinking of taking Xanax...