Dieting Woes

[WCP]

Ok first of Im 5'8" tall and this winter I hit an all time high of 236lbs but not looking very good.

Well over the past 8-10 weeks and lots of anavar, winny and fina Ive come down to 221lbs with an almost full six showing.
My problem is when Im not carrying the extra mass I feel so small, I mean I can still outsize any normal joe out there and many bb's but when you lose the water and the bf you sorta feel shrunk.

My measurements have not changed much at all so the muscle has been maintained but its just the mentality I think. It seems no matter how good I look I cant wait for winter and XXL sweatshirt workouts again.

Ok, Im done whining now..heh..heh..heh..heh..

Peace,
WCP

[Cyclone]

i get the same way. but i ask my girl, and she likes the lean cut look over the bulk fat belly, and i like getting laid more often, so i get over it... go to the beach a few times, then you will feel way better that you are cut. who cares about how thick you are in the gym, its when you naked infront of the ladies that matters.... =)

[Bunyip]

Bump! /;

[NUTSOE]

im bulking right now,dont plan on dieting till mid july,i love the big swollen monster look

[2massive2]

i like both. i like ripped, yes the chicks flock to you like flies on shit, but i also really enjoy being big. i get injured less and feel like i can destroy everything in my path.

[Oldman]

The funny thing about it is when you are ripped you look bigger. Your not as smooth and the veins look like spiderwebs. Just an apearance thing. Like my bro says. Arnold looked huge at 210. Shit 210 like fly weight today.